“The Mask of Anarchy” by Percy Bysshe Shelley
February 27, 2012
As I lay asleep in Italy There came a voice from over the Sea, And with great power it forth led me To walk in the visions of Poesy. I met Murder on the way - He had a mask like Castlereagh - Very smooth he looked, yet grim; Seven blood-hounds followed him: All were fat; and well they might Be in admirable plight, For one by one, and two by two, He tossed the human hearts to chew Which from his wide cloak he drew. Next came Fraud, and he had on, Like Eldon, an ermined gown; His big tears, for he wept well, Turned to mill-stones as they fell. And the little children, who Round his feet played to and fro, Thinking every tear a gem, Had their brains knocked out by them. Clothed with the Bible, as with light, And the shadows of the night, Like Sidmouth, next, Hypocrisy On a crocodile rode by. And many more Destructions played In this ghastly masquerade, All disguised, even to the eyes, Like Bishops, lawyers, peers, or spies. Last came Anarchy: he rode On a white horse, splashed with blood; He was pale even to the lips, Like Death in the Apocalypse. And he wore a kingly crown; And in his grasp a sceptre shone; On his brow this mark I saw - 'I AM GOD, AND KING, AND LAW!' With a pace stately and fast, Over English land he passed, Trampling to a mire of blood The adoring multitude. And a mighty troop around, With their trampling shook the ground, Waving each a bloody sword, For the service of their Lord. And with glorious triumph, they Rode through England proud and gay, Drunk as with intoxication Of the wine of desolation. O'er fields and towns, from sea to sea, Passed the Pageant swift and free, Tearing up, and trampling down; Till they came to London town. And each dweller, panic-stricken, Felt his heart with terror sicken Hearing the tempestuous cry Of the triumph of Anarchy. For with pomp to meet him came, Clothed in arms like blood and flame, The hired murderers, who did sing 'Thou art God, and Law, and King. 'We have waited, weak and lone For thy coming, Mighty One! Our Purses are empty, our swords are cold, Give us glory, and blood, and gold.' Lawyers and priests, a motley crowd, To the earth their pale brows bowed; Like a bad prayer not over loud, Whispering - 'Thou art Law and God.' - Then all cried with one accord, 'Thou art King, and God and Lord; Anarchy, to thee we bow, Be thy name made holy now!' And Anarchy, the skeleton, Bowed and grinned to every one, As well as if his education Had cost ten millions to the nation. For he knew the Palaces Of our Kings were rightly his; His the sceptre, crown and globe, And the gold-inwoven robe. So he sent his slaves before To seize upon the Bank and Tower, And was proceeding with intent To meet his pensioned Parliament When one fled past, a maniac maid, And her name was Hope, she said: But she looked more like Despair, And she cried out in the air: 'My father Time is weak and gray With waiting for a better day; See how idiot-like he stands, Fumbling with his palsied hands! He has had child after child, And the dust of death is piled Over every one but me - Misery, oh, Misery!' Then she lay down in the street, Right before the horses' feet, Expecting, with a patient eye, Murder, Fraud, and Anarchy. When between her and her foes A mist, a light, an image rose, Small at first, and weak, and frail Like the vapour of a vale: Till as clouds grow on the blast, Like tower-crowned giants striding fast, And glare with lightnings as they fly, And speak in thunder to the sky, It grew - a Shape arrayed in mail Brighter than the viper's scale, And upborne on wings whose grain Was as the light of sunny rain. On its helm, seen far away, A planet, like the Morning's, lay; And those plumes its light rained through Like a shower of crimson dew. With step as soft as wind it passed O'er the heads of men - so fast That they knew the presence there, And looked, - but all was empty air. As flowers beneath May's footstep waken, As stars from Night's loose hair are shaken, As waves arise when loud winds call, Thoughts sprung where'er that step did fall. And the prostrate multitude Looked - and ankle-deep in blood, Hope, that maiden most serene, Was walking with a quiet mien: And Anarchy, the ghastly birth, Lay dead earth upon the earth; The Horse of Death tameless as wind Fled, and with his hoofs did grind To dust the murderers thronged behind. A rushing light of clouds and splendour, A sense awakening and yet tender Was heard and felt - and at its close These words of joy and fear arose As if their own indignant Earth Which gave the sons of England birth Had felt their blood upon her brow, And shuddering with a mother's throe Had turned every drop of blood By which her face had been bedewed To an accent unwithstood, - As if her heart had cried aloud: 'Men of England, heirs of Glory, Heroes of unwritten story, Nurslings of one mighty Mother, Hopes of her, and one another; 'Rise like Lions after slumber In unvanquishable number, Shake your chains to earth like dew Which in sleep had fallen on you - Ye are many - they are few. 'What is Freedom? - ye can tell That which slavery is, too well - For its very name has grown To an echo of your own. 'Tis to work and have such pay As just keeps life from day to day In your limbs, as in a cell For the tyrants' use to dwell, 'So that ye for them are made Loom, and plough, and sword, and spade, With or without your own will bent To their defence and nourishment. 'Tis to see your children weak With their mothers pine and peak, When the winter winds are bleak, - They are dying whilst I speak. 'Tis to hunger for such diet As the rich man in his riot Casts to the fat dogs that lie Surfeiting beneath his eye; 'Tis to let the Ghost of Gold Take from Toil a thousandfold More that e'er its substance could In the tyrannies of old. 'Paper coin - that forgery Of the title-deeds, which ye Hold to something of the worth Of the inheritance of Earth. 'Tis to be a slave in soul And to hold no strong control Over your own wills, but be All that others make of ye. 'And at length when ye complain With a murmur weak and vain 'Tis to see the Tyrant's crew Ride over your wives and you - Blood is on the grass like dew. 'Then it is to feel revenge Fiercely thirsting to exchange Blood for blood - and wrong for wrong - Do not thus when ye are strong. 'Birds find rest, in narrow nest When weary of their wingèd quest Beasts find fare, in woody lair When storm and snow are in the air. 'Asses, swine, have litter spread And with fitting food are fed; All things have a home but one - Thou, Oh, Englishman, hast none! 'This is slavery - savage men Or wild beasts within a den Would endure not as ye do - But such ills they never knew. 'What art thou Freedom? O! could slaves Answer from their living graves This demand - tyrants would flee Like a dream's dim imagery: 'Thou art not, as impostors say, A shadow soon to pass away, A superstition, and a name Echoing from the cave of Fame. 'For the labourer thou art bread, And a comely table spread From his daily labour come In a neat and happy home. 'Thou art clothes, and fire, and food For the trampled multitude - No - in countries that are free Such starvation cannot be As in England now we see. 'To the rich thou art a check, When his foot is on the neck Of his victim, thou dost make That he treads upon a snake. 'Thou art Justice - ne'er for gold May thy righteous laws be sold As laws are in England - thou Shield'st alike the high and low. 'Thou art Wisdom - Freemen never Dream that God will damn for ever All who think those things untrue Of which Priests make such ado. 'Thou art Peace - never by thee Would blood and treasure wasted be As tyrants wasted them, when all Leagued to quench thy flame in Gaul. 'What if English toil and blood Was poured forth, even as a flood? It availed, Oh, Liberty, To dim, but not extinguish thee. 'Thou art Love - the rich have kissed Thy feet, and like him following Christ, Give their substance to the free And through the rough world follow thee, 'Or turn their wealth to arms, and make War for thy belovèd sake On wealth, and war, and fraud - whence they Drew the power which is their prey. 'Science, Poetry, and Thought Are thy lamps; they make the lot Of the dwellers in a cot So serene, they curse it not. 'Spirit, Patience, Gentleness, All that can adorn and bless Art thou - let deeds, not words, express Thine exceeding loveliness. 'Let a great Assembly be Of the fearless and the free On some spot of English ground Where the plains stretch wide around. 'Let the blue sky overhead, The green earth on which ye tread, All that must eternal be Witness the solemnity. 'From the corners uttermost Of the bounds of English coast; From every hut, village, and town Where those who live and suffer moan, 'From the workhouse and the prison Where pale as corpses newly risen, Women, children, young and old Groan for pain, and weep for cold - 'From the haunts of daily life Where is waged the daily strife With common wants and common cares Which sows the human heart with tares - 'Lastly from the palaces Where the murmur of distress Echoes, like the distant sound Of a wind alive around 'Those prison halls of wealth and fashion, Where some few feel such compassion For those who groan, and toil, and wail As must make their brethren pale - 'Ye who suffer woes untold, Or to feel, or to behold Your lost country bought and sold With a price of blood and gold - 'Let a vast assembly be, And with great solemnity Declare with measured words that ye Are, as God has made ye, free - 'Be your strong and simple words Keen to wound as sharpened swords, And wide as targes let them be, With their shade to cover ye. 'Let the tyrants pour around With a quick and startling sound, Like the loosening of a sea, Troops of armed emblazonry. Let the charged artillery drive Till the dead air seems alive With the clash of clanging wheels, And the tramp of horses' heels. 'Let the fixèd bayonet Gleam with sharp desire to wet Its bright point in English blood Looking keen as one for food. 'Let the horsemen's scimitars Wheel and flash, like sphereless stars Thirsting to eclipse their burning In a sea of death and mourning. 'Stand ye calm and resolute, Like a forest close and mute, With folded arms and looks which are Weapons of unvanquished war, 'And let Panic, who outspeeds The career of armèd steeds Pass, a disregarded shade Through your phalanx undismayed. 'Let the laws of your own land, Good or ill, between ye stand Hand to hand, and foot to foot, Arbiters of the dispute, 'The old laws of England - they Whose reverend heads with age are gray, Children of a wiser day; And whose solemn voice must be Thine own echo - Liberty! 'On those who first should violate Such sacred heralds in their state Rest the blood that must ensue, And it will not rest on you. 'And if then the tyrants dare Let them ride among you there, Slash, and stab, and maim, and hew, - What they like, that let them do. 'With folded arms and steady eyes, And little fear, and less surprise, Look upon them as they slay Till their rage has died away. 'Then they will return with shame To the place from which they came, And the blood thus shed will speak In hot blushes on their cheek. 'Every woman in the land Will point at them as they stand - They will hardly dare to greet Their acquaintance in the street. 'And the bold, true warriors Who have hugged Danger in wars Will turn to those who would be free, Ashamed of such base company. 'And that slaughter to the Nation Shall steam up like inspiration, Eloquent, oracular; A volcano heard afar. 'And these words shall then become Like Oppression's thundered doom Ringing through each heart and brain, Heard again - again - again - 'Rise like Lions after slumber In unvanquishable number - Shake your chains to earth like dew Which in sleep had fallen on you - Ye are many - they are few.'
“Night Music” published in The Bamboo Forest
February 19, 2012
A new poem of mine “Night Music” has been published in the new online journal The Bamboo Forest it can be seen here THE BAMBOO FOREST. The Bamboo Forest is the poetry blog that supports the petition site to free Zhu Yufu: http://freezhuyufu.blogspot.com/
Who is Zhu Yufu? http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-china-16977615
“The Mask of Anarchy” by Percy Bysshe Shelley
February 17, 2012
Written on the occasion of the massacre carried out by the British Government
at Peterloo, Manchester 1819
As I lay asleep in Italy There came a voice from over the Sea, And with great power it forth led me To walk in the visions of Poesy. I met Murder on the way - He had a mask like Castlereagh - Very smooth he looked, yet grim; Seven blood-hounds followed him: All were fat; and well they might Be in admirable plight, For one by one, and two by two, He tossed the human hearts to chew Which from his wide cloak he drew. Next came Fraud, and he had on, Like Eldon, an ermined gown; His big tears, for he wept well, Turned to mill-stones as they fell. And the little children, who Round his feet played to and fro, Thinking every tear a gem, Had their brains knocked out by them. Clothed with the Bible, as with light, And the shadows of the night, Like Sidmouth, next, Hypocrisy On a crocodile rode by. And many more Destructions played In this ghastly masquerade, All disguised, even to the eyes, Like Bishops, lawyers, peers, or spies. Last came Anarchy: he rode On a white horse, splashed with blood; He was pale even to the lips, Like Death in the Apocalypse. And he wore a kingly crown; And in his grasp a sceptre shone; On his brow this mark I saw - 'I AM GOD, AND KING, AND LAW!' With a pace stately and fast, Over English land he passed, Trampling to a mire of blood The adoring multitude. And a mighty troop around, With their trampling shook the ground, Waving each a bloody sword, For the service of their Lord. And with glorious triumph, they Rode through England proud and gay, Drunk as with intoxication Of the wine of desolation. O'er fields and towns, from sea to sea, Passed the Pageant swift and free, Tearing up, and trampling down; Till they came to London town. And each dweller, panic-stricken, Felt his heart with terror sicken Hearing the tempestuous cry Of the triumph of Anarchy. For with pomp to meet him came, Clothed in arms like blood and flame, The hired murderers, who did sing 'Thou art God, and Law, and King. 'We have waited, weak and lone For thy coming, Mighty One! Our Purses are empty, our swords are cold, Give us glory, and blood, and gold.' Lawyers and priests, a motley crowd, To the earth their pale brows bowed; Like a bad prayer not over loud, Whispering - 'Thou art Law and God.' - Then all cried with one accord, 'Thou art King, and God and Lord; Anarchy, to thee we bow, Be thy name made holy now!' And Anarchy, the skeleton, Bowed and grinned to every one, As well as if his education Had cost ten millions to the nation. For he knew the Palaces Of our Kings were rightly his; His the sceptre, crown and globe, And the gold-inwoven robe. So he sent his slaves before To seize upon the Bank and Tower, And was proceeding with intent To meet his pensioned Parliament When one fled past, a maniac maid, And her name was Hope, she said: But she looked more like Despair, And she cried out in the air: 'My father Time is weak and gray With waiting for a better day; See how idiot-like he stands, Fumbling with his palsied hands! He has had child after child, And the dust of death is piled Over every one but me - Misery, oh, Misery!' Then she lay down in the street, Right before the horses' feet, Expecting, with a patient eye, Murder, Fraud, and Anarchy. When between her and her foes A mist, a light, an image rose, Small at first, and weak, and frail Like the vapour of a vale: Till as clouds grow on the blast, Like tower-crowned giants striding fast, And glare with lightnings as they fly, And speak in thunder to the sky, It grew - a Shape arrayed in mail Brighter than the viper's scale, And upborne on wings whose grain Was as the light of sunny rain. On its helm, seen far away, A planet, like the Morning's, lay; And those plumes its light rained through Like a shower of crimson dew. With step as soft as wind it passed O'er the heads of men - so fast That they knew the presence there, And looked, - but all was empty air. As flowers beneath May's footstep waken, As stars from Night's loose hair are shaken, As waves arise when loud winds call, Thoughts sprung where'er that step did fall. And the prostrate multitude Looked - and ankle-deep in blood, Hope, that maiden most serene, Was walking with a quiet mien: And Anarchy, the ghastly birth, Lay dead earth upon the earth; The Horse of Death tameless as wind Fled, and with his hoofs did grind To dust the murderers thronged behind. A rushing light of clouds and splendour, A sense awakening and yet tender Was heard and felt - and at its close These words of joy and fear arose As if their own indignant Earth Which gave the sons of England birth Had felt their blood upon her brow, And shuddering with a mother's throe Had turned every drop of blood By which her face had been bedewed To an accent unwithstood, - As if her heart had cried aloud: 'Men of England, heirs of Glory, Heroes of unwritten story, Nurslings of one mighty Mother, Hopes of her, and one another; 'Rise like Lions after slumber In unvanquishable number, Shake your chains to earth like dew Which in sleep had fallen on you - Ye are many - they are few. 'What is Freedom? - ye can tell That which slavery is, too well - For its very name has grown To an echo of your own. 'Tis to work and have such pay As just keeps life from day to day In your limbs, as in a cell For the tyrants' use to dwell, 'So that ye for them are made Loom, and plough, and sword, and spade, With or without your own will bent To their defence and nourishment. 'Tis to see your children weak With their mothers pine and peak, When the winter winds are bleak, - They are dying whilst I speak. 'Tis to hunger for such diet As the rich man in his riot Casts to the fat dogs that lie Surfeiting beneath his eye; 'Tis to let the Ghost of Gold Take from Toil a thousandfold More that e'er its substance could In the tyrannies of old. 'Paper coin - that forgery Of the title-deeds, which ye Hold to something of the worth Of the inheritance of Earth. 'Tis to be a slave in soul And to hold no strong control Over your own wills, but be All that others make of ye. 'And at length when ye complain With a murmur weak and vain 'Tis to see the Tyrant's crew Ride over your wives and you - Blood is on the grass like dew. 'Then it is to feel revenge Fiercely thirsting to exchange Blood for blood - and wrong for wrong - Do not thus when ye are strong. 'Birds find rest, in narrow nest When weary of their wingèd quest Beasts find fare, in woody lair When storm and snow are in the air. 'Asses, swine, have litter spread And with fitting food are fed; All things have a home but one - Thou, Oh, Englishman, hast none! 'This is slavery - savage men Or wild beasts within a den Would endure not as ye do - But such ills they never knew. 'What art thou Freedom? O! could slaves Answer from their living graves This demand - tyrants would flee Like a dream's dim imagery: 'Thou art not, as impostors say, A shadow soon to pass away, A superstition, and a name Echoing from the cave of Fame. 'For the labourer thou art bread, And a comely table spread From his daily labour come In a neat and happy home. 'Thou art clothes, and fire, and food For the trampled multitude - No - in countries that are free Such starvation cannot be As in England now we see. 'To the rich thou art a check, When his foot is on the neck Of his victim, thou dost make That he treads upon a snake. 'Thou art Justice - ne'er for gold May thy righteous laws be sold As laws are in England - thou Shield'st alike the high and low. 'Thou art Wisdom - Freemen never Dream that God will damn for ever All who think those things untrue Of which Priests make such ado. 'Thou art Peace - never by thee Would blood and treasure wasted be As tyrants wasted them, when all Leagued to quench thy flame in Gaul. 'What if English toil and blood Was poured forth, even as a flood? It availed, Oh, Liberty, To dim, but not extinguish thee. 'Thou art Love - the rich have kissed Thy feet, and like him following Christ, Give their substance to the free And through the rough world follow thee, 'Or turn their wealth to arms, and make War for thy belovèd sake On wealth, and war, and fraud - whence they Drew the power which is their prey. 'Science, Poetry, and Thought Are thy lamps; they make the lot Of the dwellers in a cot So serene, they curse it not. 'Spirit, Patience, Gentleness, All that can adorn and bless Art thou - let deeds, not words, express Thine exceeding loveliness. 'Let a great Assembly be Of the fearless and the free On some spot of English ground Where the plains stretch wide around. 'Let the blue sky overhead, The green earth on which ye tread, All that must eternal be Witness the solemnity. 'From the corners uttermost Of the bounds of English coast; From every hut, village, and town Where those who live and suffer moan, 'From the workhouse and the prison Where pale as corpses newly risen, Women, children, young and old Groan for pain, and weep for cold - 'From the haunts of daily life Where is waged the daily strife With common wants and common cares Which sows the human heart with tares - 'Lastly from the palaces Where the murmur of distress Echoes, like the distant sound Of a wind alive around 'Those prison halls of wealth and fashion, Where some few feel such compassion For those who groan, and toil, and wail As must make their brethren pale - 'Ye who suffer woes untold, Or to feel, or to behold Your lost country bought and sold With a price of blood and gold - 'Let a vast assembly be, And with great solemnity Declare with measured words that ye Are, as God has made ye, free - 'Be your strong and simple words Keen to wound as sharpened swords, And wide as targes let them be, With their shade to cover ye. 'Let the tyrants pour around With a quick and startling sound, Like the loosening of a sea, Troops of armed emblazonry. Let the charged artillery drive Till the dead air seems alive With the clash of clanging wheels, And the tramp of horses' heels. 'Let the fixèd bayonet Gleam with sharp desire to wet Its bright point in English blood Looking keen as one for food. 'Let the horsemen's scimitars Wheel and flash, like sphereless stars Thirsting to eclipse their burning In a sea of death and mourning. 'Stand ye calm and resolute, Like a forest close and mute, With folded arms and looks which are Weapons of unvanquished war, 'And let Panic, who outspeeds The career of armèd steeds Pass, a disregarded shade Through your phalanx undismayed. 'Let the laws of your own land, Good or ill, between ye stand Hand to hand, and foot to foot, Arbiters of the dispute, 'The old laws of England - they Whose reverend heads with age are gray, Children of a wiser day; And whose solemn voice must be Thine own echo - Liberty! 'On those who first should violate Such sacred heralds in their state Rest the blood that must ensue, And it will not rest on you. 'And if then the tyrants dare Let them ride among you there, Slash, and stab, and maim, and hew, - What they like, that let them do. 'With folded arms and steady eyes, And little fear, and less surprise, Look upon them as they slay Till their rage has died away. 'Then they will return with shame To the place from which they came, And the blood thus shed will speak In hot blushes on their cheek. 'Every woman in the land Will point at them as they stand - They will hardly dare to greet Their acquaintance in the street. 'And the bold, true warriors Who have hugged Danger in wars Will turn to those who would be free, Ashamed of such base company. 'And that slaughter to the Nation Shall steam up like inspiration, Eloquent, oracular; A volcano heard afar. 'And these words shall then become Like Oppression's thundered doom Ringing through each heart and brain, Heard again - again - again - 'Rise like Lions after slumber In unvanquishable number - Shake your chains to earth like dew Which in sleep had fallen on you - Ye are many - they are few.'
“Song to the Men of England” by Percy Bysshe Shelley
February 15, 2012
Men of England, wherefore plough
For the lords who lay ye low?
Wherefore weave with toil and care
The rich robes your tyrants wear?
Wherefore feed and clothe and save,
From the cradle to the grave,
Those ungrateful drones who would
Drain your sweat -nay, drink your blood?
Wherefore, Bees of England, forge
Many a weapon, chain, and scourge,
That these stingless drones may spoil
The forced produce of your toil?
Have ye leisure, comfort, calm,
Shelter, food, love’s gentle balm?
Or what is it ye buy so dear
With your pain and with your fear?
The seed ye sow another reaps;
The wealth ye find another keeps;
The robes ye weave another wears;
The arms ye forge another bears.
Sow seed, -but let no tyrant reap;
Find wealth, -let no imposter heap;
Weave robes, -let not the idle wear;
Forge arms, in your defence to bear.
Shrink to your cellars, holes, and cells;
In halls ye deck another dwells.
Why shake the chains ye wrought? Ye see
The steel ye tempered glance on ye.
With plough and spade and hoe and loom,
Trace your grave, and build your tomb,
And weave your winding-sheet, till fair
England be your sepulchre!
I had to post this Shelley poem because of how relevent it is today as it was almost two-hundred years ago. This poem has shook me to the core.
“England in 1819″ by Percy Bysshe Shelley
February 15, 2012
I had to post this because it’s one of the courageous poems of the past two-hundred years. I don’t know why i took me so long to read it, but I feel like Shelley was a poet of revolution and spoke for the common man.
“Sleepwalker,” Published in the Montucky Review
December 21, 2011
Prototype for my ebook due in April
December 11, 2011
“Birth of Music” published in Yes, Poetry
September 7, 2011
The new issue of Yes, Poetry is available for free download on lulu.com a poem of mine “Birth of Music” is published in it. Here’s the links
Ebook: http://www.lulu.com/product/ebook/yes-poetry/16946867
And the Yes, Poetry websitehttp://yespoetry.com/post/9847245486/vol-2-issue-9-september-2011
“Television” unpublished
August 26, 2011
(This one’s from 2002. It’s one of the few from the period that are halfway coherent. It’s from one of my self-published chapbooks from the past.)
Television
The crucifix hangs from the ceiling by a shadow
Snow angels melt in the sunlight
The open smell of living rooms obscurity
The trance of visions perplexed by the television audience
Late at night
No assembly of thought
Open admiration for decline
Open the windows and watch whores in the mud
Pleasuring the pigs, on blank moons
Laws are only in the budget for so long
The rumor is that you tried to
Behold the existence of time
In your credit weathering freeloading area
Some stranger with a Benjamin Franklin face
I wrote my name
Seven times in the sand
It was still there a million years later
Your gravestone peers out at me
Those cowardly eyes; faceless
Your pain is stone and your sorrow covered in moss
All your eyes tell me is your quiet desperation.
“Man throwing poetry off the roof of a six-story Building” published in New Issue of The Bicycle Review
August 25, 2011
Check out the new issue of the Bicycle Review
“Night Baseball” published in CircleShow
August 24, 2011
“Night Baseball” Circleshow
http://www.sevencirclepress.com/craigshay.htm
“Waking the Dead in the Land of Make-Believe” and “Now that the Revolution has Begun” published in the Camel Saloon.
August 22, 2011
Two more poems were published in the Camel Saloon this past week.
“Open Letter to Good Fortune Magazine” unpublished
August 22, 2011
(I don’t look back fondly on the poems I wrote in the past (pre-2005) but here is something that doesn’t make me wince as bad as others. The file for this one says August 22, 2001. I think it was written as a charachter I was trying to create a book around. Obviously a hermit of some sort and someone who tunred his back on the world. Not much has changed in the ten years since 2001.)
Open Letter to Good Fortune Magazine
Aimlessly searching for something…
Now I can feel a sense of fear
tearing through my soul
running freedom is never far away
but again out of my sights today
yes we will be free from this curse
but not today
Sitting alone atop of a life stream
what I control in this mind
what I will give to find
Enlightenment so lovely and sad
it’s beginning to look like I’ll never get there
my heart is sacred with the stories and songs
of a thousand dead poets
my love is strong like the one of
a thousand dead saints
so sin like the day you were created
fuck this mighty atmosphere
for it is all beyond
days later I reached the doorway to enlightenment:
all ever elongated sounds voice God.
my skies are forever scorn
my days forever banished
so far the world is in fact mad
no place seems safe, even inside
the more the weight is piled
the more the soul begins to dry
how deep and far away
into the universe above the skies
no ocean is forever
no way to die
you can see the blue sky spreading out with the wings of a traveled bird
so motionless I pretend to be amused
but deep down I know there is and never will be a safety zone
Remember: the time I sat at that table surrounded by empty chairs
far away past midnight
I felt my head sour and curse the sky
just like that so soft her gentle heart was
I thought I’d never feel this great again
oh how to make it last
how to contain this ever present feeling of total harmony pouring out the often dry routines of the daily living we’re accustomed to, this time it was rolling so far so wide and totally in awe of every moment spent in total escalation
her hair was soft here eyes were pure
never did my soul cry for more
we tore each other apart
how I love how I quest for the feeling my lips the best
she was sweeter than any siren from the island
I knew this had to be
I knew had maybe once smiled upon me
but I was wrong and the dream faded spiraling about the blankness then disappearing.
Catch this unashamed land serpent
how inside I can think about things the world never wanted to see
you won’t ever care about life
hundreds of years may go by and maybe some kid will dig it up and come to the conclusion
that life was fucked up in the past too.
don’t ever stop the turnover
the quiet intuitions may force us to speak so strangely
no more wanting I just want life to stop
how naturally this earth seemed to steer
turned into a stranger by my peers
why don’t we need any beer
Jesus has run out of room
for the last hundred years
now this would be angles just carry on into a golden sunset
but always will they keep their fears
anyone can write garbage
spew
vomit to the wind
I want to stick to the simple things that floated through my day dreams
1) simple lamb on the table blue and strange how the light faded out and darkness
2) the slogan scribbled on the wall, what on earth is the meaning how does it help me
3) the destruction of a nation swept away with powerful bristles of greed
4) nobody wants to listen to the crazy on the sidewalk no he’s lost the path
5) there is no path and never been, your all just linear rats awaiting a feast that never existed
6) not existed in this life, but hopefully exists on another
7) why oh why does my heart have to be shredded by the glass of your actions
8) hoe the scars have yet to heal and burn, glass cuts skin deep
9) dear young angel how far the clouds will go, how long the earth will seem, you’ll never get your dream
10) how about sadness and the failure of man, never let this mutilation continue
11) my greatest fear and hope is to never be there
12) my only wish is for the world to leave me alone
13) why is everyone the God of their worlds, no wonder no one is happy everyone is busy with business and pretending the world is theirs, God they are nothing are we
14) is there even a we last time I checked we were nothing
15) this generations loss of anything to think about
16) just the Pepsi and coke sing your song for you fucking assholes
suck on the tit that feeds you because you’ll never let go
until they’ve fucked you over so much and just keep on pumping you fucking useless souls for air for energy for money for nothing but what they need, no nothing will change as you think it does because they fucking own you and I can’t sit back and let the universe sink into suffering, too much compassion I have for you miserable bastards, open you god damn fucking eyes, get you fucking head out your ass.
this ain’t life
this ain’t life
this ain’t life
this ain’t life
never again do I want to see the sun.
never again do I want to feel the rain.
never again do I want to see the barrel of the gun.
until I find the cure for suffering.
“Death Waltz” published in the Camel Saloon.
August 14, 2011
My new poem “Death Waltz” was published in the courageous online magazine the Camel Saloon.
This one is worth checking out. Here’s the link…
“Song for the Post Modern Void,” “Aftermath,” and “Chain Gang” published in The Calliope Nerve
August 11, 2011
“Song for the Postmodern Void,”"Aftermath,” and “Chain Gang” are two new poems of mine published in the superb online journal The Calliope Nerve. Here’s the link…http://calliopenerve.blogspot.com/search/label/Craig%20Shay
Chain Gang
Let down
that curtain,
which shrouds
reality –
Reveal
these chains
around our
heads,
feet,
and wrists –
We are
incarcerated here,
in comfortable
cages,
which lull us
passively
into a state
of acquiescence –
Why is it
that the circus
distracts us so?
Why is one’s soul
exchanged
for handfuls of ash?
“Widow of Catherine Street” published in Underground Voices
August 11, 2011
“Widow of Catherine Street” was published in the inspiring online magazine Underground Voices…here’s the link http://www.undergroundvoices.com/UVShayCraig.htm
Three new poems published in Carcinogenic Poetry
July 30, 2011
Three new poems “House Sitting,” “Waiting for the Flood,” and “Cognitive Dissidence” have been published in a terrific online publication Carcinogenic Poetry the link to the webpage is here:
http://www.carcinogenicpoetry.com/2011/07/craig-shay-three-poems.html
I want to repost this one here, because I feel it explains a lot about human nature at this time in history, and how we deal with knowing truths and living with the reality of those truths, whether we like them or not, whether they are right or wrong.
Cognitive Dissonance
There are nights
I almost forget
theses shackles
on my hands and feet.
I almost feel free –
Then I remember
the streets are still on fire
and there are no firemen.
I watch years pass
into madness,
as the fires rage to destroy.
No one talks about the rising smoke clouds
engulfing the sky and blotting out the sun.
No one is ready to confront the avalanche
of violence and fear.
No one believes it is going to destroy us.
“Blue Atlas Cedars” published in PigeonBike
July 29, 2011
A new poem of mine, “Blue Atlas Cedars” was published in the Canadian journalPigeonBike: Beyond the Broken Bridge issue available through their website.
“It’s Alright, Ma (I’m Only Bleeding)” by Bob Dylan
July 15, 2011
I’ve had Bringing it All Back Home, in the tapedeck of my car all week. Check out these killer lyrics.
Darkness at the break of noon
Shadows even the silver spoon
The handmade blade, the child’s balloon
Eclipses both the sun and moon
To understand you know too soon
There is no sense in trying
Pointed threats, they bluff with scorn
Suicide remarks are torn
From the fool’s gold mouthpiece the hollow horn
Plays wasted words, proves to warn
That he not busy being born is busy dying
Temptation’s page flies out the door
You follow, find yourself at war
Watch waterfalls of pity roar
You feel to moan but unlike before
You discover that you’d just be one more
Person crying
So don’t fear if you hear
A foreign sound to your ear
It’s alright, Ma, I’m only sighing
As some warn victory, some downfall
Private reasons great or small
Can be seen in the eyes of those that call
To make all that should be killed to crawl
While others say don’t hate nothing at all
Except hatred
Disillusioned words like bullets bark
As human gods aim for their mark
Make everything from toy guns that spark
To flesh-colored Christs that glow in the dark
It’s easy to see without looking too far
That not much is really sacred
While preachers preach of evil fates
Teachers teach that knowledge waits
Can lead to hundred-dollar plates
Goodness hides behind its gates
But even the president of the United States
Sometimes must have to stand naked
An’ though the rules of the road have been lodged
It’s only people’s games that you got to dodge
And it’s alright, Ma, I can make it
Advertising signs they con
You into thinking you’re the one
That can do what’s never been done
That can win what’s never been won
Meantime life outside goes on
All around you
You lose yourself, you reappear
You suddenly find you got nothing to fear
Alone you stand with nobody near
When a trembling distant voice, unclear
Startles your sleeping ears to hear
That somebody thinks they really found you
A question in your nerves is lit
Yet you know there is no answer fit
To satisfy, insure you not to quit
To keep it in your mind and not forget
That it is not he or she or them or it
That you belong to
Although the masters make the rules
For the wise men and the fools
I got nothing, Ma, to live up to
For them that must obey authority
That they do not respect in any degree
Who despise their jobs, their destinies
Speak jealously of them that are free
Cultivate their flowers to be
Nothing more than something they invest in
While some on principles baptized
To strict party platform ties
Social clubs in drag disguise
Outsiders they can freely criticize
Tell nothing except who to idolize
And then say God bless him
While one who sings with his tongue on fire
Gargles in the rat race choir
Bent out of shape from society’s pliers
Cares not to come up any higher
But rather get you down in the hole
That he’s in
But I mean no harm nor put fault
On anyone that lives in a vault
But it’s alright, Ma, if I can’t please him
Old lady judges watch people in pairs
Limited in sex, they dare
To push fake morals, insult and stare
While money doesn’t talk, it swears
Obscenity, who really cares
Propaganda, all is phony
While them that defend what they cannot see
With a killer’s pride, security
It blows the minds most bitterly
For them that think death’s honesty
Won’t fall upon them naturally
Life sometimes must get lonely
My eyes collide head-on with stuffed
Graveyards, false gods, I scuff
At pettiness which plays so rough
Walk upside-down inside handcuffs
Kick my legs to crash it off
Say okay, I have had enough, what else can you show me?
And if my thought-dreams could be seen
They’d probably put my head in a guillotine
But it’s alright, Ma, it’s life, and life only
Copyright © 1965 by Warner Bros. Inc.; renewed 1993 by Special Rider Music
“Wall Street” Published in Catapult to Mars
July 14, 2011
I have a new poem published in a terrific online magazine called Catapult to Mars, edited by Gordon Mason.
Here’s a link to the website http://catapulttomars.blogspot.com/2011/07/wall-street-by-craig-shay.html
Please check out the latest issue of a great online magazine called the Audio Zine, published by Daniel Dissinger of In Stereo Press. I have two new poems published in it here’s the link…
Here’s the link “Riding Alone for 3,000 Miles”
“Galloping Horses” published at The Camel Saloon
July 3, 2011
New poem “Galloping Horses” has been published at the Camel Saloon
Follow this link to read it…http://thecamelsaloon.blogspot.com/2011/07/galloping-horses.html
The American Dream
June 28, 2011
“No Future” published in The American Dissident
June 14, 2011
No Future
The future
is already on fire –
Though
we tell ourselves
it is just a dream –
We fall back asleep,
without questioning
or figuring out
why the fire
is spreading
or why the sirens
will never stop
and that pretty soon
there will be
no more people
and no more beds.
Actress on a Stage
She closes her eyes, inhaling the stares of the paranoid audience.
She stands, like a mannequin whispering prayers to artificial lights.
She opens her eyes and screams because all she sees outside is the war.
She looks into the audience and sees no witchdoctors to cure them of their black hearts.
She holds a woman in the front row hostage by gunpoint.
She stares at softly treading shadows on the theater wall.
She lights a copy of the New York Times on fire.
She spreads the ashes from her mother’s urn onto the crowd.
She reenacts a torture scene and lies on the stage for twenty minutes weeping.
She takes a hit of angeldust, and mimes a sex act.
She removes her clothes, standing naked for the critics.
She throws off her underwear and invites everyone onstage to fondle her.
When she combs her hair, pennies fall out.
She holds her head back to stop a nosebleed, a result of her overdose of psychotropic drugs.
She dresses like a bag lady and complains how the US Government
trained and funded Osama Bin Laden in the 80’s.
She shaves her head and pretends the clumps are her dead children.
She throws the pawns from a chessboard into the balcony.
She tells the audience they can protect themselves from the government by
purchasing giant flyswatters and garlic.
She says every vote in a presidential election is a vote for Béla Lugosi.
She tells the audience the cemetery where she wants to be buried, is in their eyes.
She listens to their breathing, and dances to the silence.
She sits at the piano and reads sheet music written by John Cage.
She gives birth to the music of an empty asylum.
She leaves the theater to humiliate herself for a subway fare,
cheating the system for a memory of infancy.
New Poem “No Future” in American Dissident Magazine.
New Poem “Woman on a Stage” in Skidrow Penthouse Magazine.
Murdered over a Poem
June 16, 2010
Old poem on Poets Against the War
May 11, 2010
Here’s an old poem from 2006, published on Poets Against the War. I have since abandoned this style of seemless word flow, but its nice to look back on it, and the message is still pertinent.
http://www.poetsagainstthewar.org/displaypoem.asp?AuthorID=27034
Beaten up for poetry
May 7, 2010
click on the story
http://www.courthousenews.com/2010/05/04/26950.htm, source Harriet.